June 5th

Day 5 of the month of me.

I don’t like to lose.

At anything.

I feel like I’ve had so much stuff go wrong in my life that if I “lose” at something, I feel like a complete failure.

This also causes me to get extremely depressed and feeling like I’m a waste.

Now simple little things like board games that don’t matter, I don’t care about. Although, I do get competitive. I’m talking about big life things.

Any let down basically.

I really take it hard and it just reminds me of my past of constant let down.

Yes, it’s such a trigger.

❤️ Nikki


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