June 6th

Day 6 of the month of me.

Since I tweeted about this today, perfect time to talk about it.

I get too emotionally attached to people. Especially men. Then I end up getting hurt and then want to hurt myself.

It’s such a vicious cycle. That I can’t seem to break.

It’s been years. I constantly search, and search to find that happiness.

Until today..

I’m done.

I’m tired of this and feeling like this. I can’t take much more or I will end up killing my self.

I’m tired of looking. I’m tired of stressing.

I need to just let life go and let things happen how they’re supposed to.

I need to learn to detach emotionally.

I am starting to take some small steps. It’s killing me inside, but I need to do it.

Wish me luck.

❤️ Nikki

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4 Comments Add yours

  1. Donna Hudson says:

    I’m sorry that you have come to this place in your life. It’s sad when we have to shut down our emotions, or face getting hurt so badly, we want to take our lives. Nikki, you are a beautiful, caring woman and I hope that you can move forward with out getting too attached to some people.

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    1. Thank you Donna ❤️

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  2. ashleyleia says:

    I hope it starts to get easier soon. xo

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