June 9th

I really want to have kids. Like soon, but……

I’m petrified.

I’m petrified with all the issues I do have, what would happen.

Would the kid have mental health issues?

Would I even be able to take care of the kid when I can hardly care for myself at times?

Am I really ready to give up going whenever and partying?

All important questions.

I am with someone where I could have one now, but I know deep down in my heart and soul it’s not really the person I want kids with. However, another part of me is like, dude you’re going to be 29 this month just suck it up.

Tough decision.

Has been weighing on my mind like crazy lately.


❤️ Nikki


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